I was confronted by a situation that involved me, in a way, opening up to a girl but I couldn't cope with the anxiety, so I sorta "zoned out" as I was talking (on purpose), so that I wasn't mentally there, I was basically hiding the situation from myself. Kinda hard to explain/understand, not that I wasn't cognizant of what I was saying, but I was limiting my perception.
Is this kinda weird? I mean it made talking a lot easier, but I mean it just seems like a strange thing to do, to decentralize your mental position and become a "zombie" in a way.
If it is at all relevant, I am not really much of a ladies man.
I am always very anxious and stressed about worrying what other people thing/how I come off. Like for example, in guitar concerts, I get so nervous that I can hear my heartbeat over the music, no matter how loud. Also, Is this level of stress healthy?
What should I do about this?
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