I also randomly bring up topics in my mind and decide whether or not I agree with whichever side... If something has happened during the day and I was greatly dissatisfied with my reaction (or didn't know how to react), I will over-think it until I can vividly recreate that scene and perform a satisfactory reaction. Usually done best when I've zoned out while walking or while sitting down doing nothing else.
Aha! I do the same exact thing pretty often. I especially like to have conversations I've pre-planned, and then compare the actual conversation with the one I emulated. When I first started doing this, with my parents when I was a small child (usually when I wanted to ask for something), I would pre-converse in my mind with my parents about my question. I would usually "go easy" on myself, and make my parents give me whatever I wanted. But over time, I've gotten better at being more accurate.
I've never told anyone that I have pre-run a conversation in my head, but I've told people in my mind about telling them that I've had pre-convos in my mind, and then I usually realize what I'm doing, and then I tell the person about how strange it is that I'm telling them in my mind about (insert confusing text here)
Cecil... Brains get tired if you push them hard enough.
Mine don't
But has anyone ever imagined someone new entirely and talk with them, or talk with someone they only know the name, or position in society of? Lately I've been longing to DigiPen, and sometimes I daydream about taking classes there, listening to lectures, participating with the class and conversing with people.
Or how about dreams? Does anyone else have the same exact dream twice, or have continuations of dreams, as if your dreams were similar to just reading a novel over a period of a few days?
Another thing I like to do is take on mental challenges, forcing my mind to overcome my body's impulses, or doing math in my head to see if I can without a calculator or paper. An example would be when I was younger and walking around my house in the dark. I used to force myself to walk slower whenever I became more frightened of the dark, and would continue to walk in super slow motion, until I either accepted my fear (which sort of is overcoming fear altogether) or would vanquish my fear by telling myself my fear isn't rational. Once I would stop being afraid, I would continue walking. I would stop my urge to run to my bedroom and hide under my blankets, by standing alone in the dark until I overcame my fear of doing so. Does anyone else do things like this at all?
Oh, a good example would be lately. I've been trying to "train" myself to be able to think in a focused manner despite sonic stimuli. I usually do this by trying to something online while listening to my music, with my headphones on, with the volume up high. I think it would be nice if I could voluntarily tune out whatever I hear and focus my thought. It would be especially helpful in my family, where I can't stand to hear the voice of my mother yelling at everyone in the house while I'm trying to do whatever I'm doing at the time. I also have siblings, and being able to tune out noises effectively with them would be a plus
Hmm I'm trying to think of what else I do that might be weird. I think I'm synaesthetic. Whenever I look at an image, especially really original and innovative indie games or short videos, or feel a certain texture, or react with my emotions in a certain way, I sort of make connections to other feelings or images that I've been through in the past. I don't really do it consciously, but more of subconsciously; as in, I don't actually see images floating in my mind, but more of the general feeling or awe of what it would be like to see those images in my mind. It's pretty hard to explain. I guess you could say I connect certain sense receptions with others, and certain experiences with others, and certain feelings with others, and I make connections between those three categories as well. I've been doing it as long as I remember, and until rather recently I thought everyone did exactly what I did, because what I did was just the reality presented to me. Does anyone else feel the same way about things as me, pertaining to this paragraph? Does this even make sense?
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