well to me it sounds like schizophrenia and possibly depression and maybe Aspergers syndrome or HFA(high functioning Autism) though the likelyhood decreases in the order i listed them, it appears you are from canada so if you havent already checked it out the
Schizophrenia Society of Canada would be a good place to browse. as listed on the SSoC site, a brief description of Schizophrenia "The illness is characterized by delusions, hallucinations, disturbances in thinking and withdrawal from social activity." which sounds really close to whats happening to you, ithink it's a good chance you have schizophrenia. A list of early signs of the disorder include • Withdrawal from activities and social contacts
• Irrational, angry, or fearful responses to friends and family
• Sleep disturbances
• Deterioration in studies or work
• Inappropriate use of language—words do not make sense
• Sudden excesses, such as extreme religiosity, extreme activity
• Deterioration in personal hygiene
• Difficulty controlling thoughts, difficulty concentrating
• Hearing voices or sounds others don’t hear
• Seeing people or things others don’t see
• A constant feeling of being watched
• Inability to turn off the imagination, delusions, off-the-wall ideas
• Mood swings, increased anxiety
• Somatic symptoms: weakness, pains, bizarre body sensations
many you seem to be experiencing, im sorry to tell you this but without medical stabalization schizophrenia only worsens... Here is a link to the page of the SSoC which lists location information and contact information for various branches of the society where hopefully you can meet people who can help you better and understand more of whats likely going on with you
Schizophrenia Society of Canada - Societies page
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