So, at the moment, and for a while now, my life is basically meaningless. I serve no purpose, I have no visible future, nothing. I'm only good at video games, and sometimes I wonder about even that. I want to spend my life playing videos games, and that's all. I've dropped out of school, I'm now 18 and I could be thrown out at any time (though it's not really been brought up). I have no job, don't even have my permit, let alone drivers license. No girlfriend, and I don't even want one.
I plan on dieing sometime soon. No, not because I'm suicidal, I just feel like my time is coming in the near future. I'm actually content with my life as is right now. But I know eventually I'm gonna be thrown out, or my parents will become too old to be my care-takers, etc.
In reality, all I want to do is play games my entire life, but I know that's not gonna be the case. I am a very lazy person and getting a job would be rather difficult in my position. I once had a dream of becoming a video game designer, but that's faded pretty far by now. I'd be lucky to get a single job as is, let alone an apartment and be able to take care of myself, along with getting internet and electricity.
In other words, I'm okay with my present, but worried about my future. So what do you, my closest friends, think I should do?
None.