Same here. Hydro, Swarm, and Devilesk seem to make it their business to make everyone feel like shit anytime they aren't playing with them.
No, I've invited everybody plenty of times because I wanted to play with those who I am familiar with. I rarely play any games when nobody is on -- if I log in and nobody else is online, I just wait in the channel.
When others log in, then we start playing. And then you would log in (or FaZ too -- except he is a jerk and never joins or responds or anything) while we're waiting for players to join our hosted game, and we would invite you -- or at least I would. But then you would always reply with some ass comment like "f*ck you guys, I hate you," or some other cracked up response. Even when you tried to enact a "[Ex]/We invite you" policy, it hardly ever happened that you would try to invite me. And then I try to f*cking return the f*cking courtesy, you have the f*cking balls to f*cking decline any invitation in such a rude f*cking manner that it pisses the f*cking sh*t out of me. YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE! Do you think that I f*cking try to invite you just so that you can say "NO" and feel bad for not joining? I want you on my team, so I try to invite you. F*ck. But then you go off and be a penisface with those asshole friends of yours. I swear, all of those people are worse than Devilesk -- at least Devilesk has semi-legitimate reasons to be an ass.
Lingie also has some sort of superiority complex. Can't f*cking admit a mistake without making some sort of excuse to soften the mistake up a little.
And Devilesk should shut up.
Sh*t, it's people like the latter two that make me want to strangle humanity. Sh*t, I have made a good effort many times to include you, Ex, in our games, but you know what? Why should I invite somebody that I know, for certain, will not join my/our games no matter what time it is, and even if we have IP, Kow, Devilesk, Neki/Ultimo, FTS, and a slew of others on at the same time, or so that including me, we have 4 people and only require one more person
(such as you)? And from what I have heard, even if IP and Neki were on at the same time and playing together (being our best SEN-regular players), you wouldn't play with those 2.
So, how can this be summarized? If you, Ex, are invited out of courtesy (and in my case, respect) and you decline it in a rude manner 98% of the time (other 2% is times you don't swear and call us assholes). If you, Ex, are invited out of the hope that you would agree to play with other highly skilled players (IP and Neki/Ultimo, throw in Devilesk and Kow for their specialties), you would decline, and again, 98% of the time, follow the declination with a rude or derogatory comment. If you, Ex, are invited because we have an awesome party of four and need one more player (especially one who is good -- admittedly, for myself, I rarely actively invite ShredderIV and Raccoon/Reflection), you would AGAIN decline, etc.
So why is it that you
still think that our goal is to make you feel bad? In all cases, we/I invite you because we find value in your presence yet you always decline in such a negative manner. Now, are we (I) making you feel bad in trying to invite you to our game? Do you even consider how I f*cking feel when I just invited one who I respect and I feel is skilled into a game only to be utterly rejected with a few curses sprinkled on top? And then you go on to generalize all of the SEN regulars, condemning all of us.
And then you just did it now. You have just condemned Swarm, Devilesk, and I in purposefully attempting to emotionally harm you. Do you realize how ironic this situation is? Especially for me. I invite you. I don't REQUEST THAT YOU COME BECAUSE EVERYBODY ELSE IS A FAG(--Devilesk). And I think FTS would think along the lines as I do.
If you still think that your damning of us is justified, then damn you to Hell. I hope you receive an early death and be put in a shallow grave, and better yet, you find oblivion to await you when you die! From ashes to ashes, that should be your fate lest you open yourself in realizing that we have been victimized in trying to invite you out of good reasons -- far from the evil intentions that you dare suggest.
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I'll leave this here until I can calm myself, for the above passage is what has accumulated in me in the past several months -- that is, time and time again, inviting and becoming rejected, feeling like a fool in both inviting you and in trying to defend you that you aren't as much of a jerk as you are. F*ck it, I had my desktop set to that "Disregard females, acquire currency" image you had your avatar as once before for a month. My f*cking iPod Touch used it for even longer. That was how much I respected you. I made myself a fool in front of f*cking Devilesk. I f*cking find your actions in trying to police any forum, be it SEN or HoN, justified, because I was sure you had enough experience to do things properly, which I still think you have. And then that hideous comment I had to f*cking bear myself to read. What the Hell are you thinking?
And I say the following with a grin, because I still have some sense of respect in you that I feel now is misplaced and must be torn to shreds: "I AM DISAPPOINT."
EDIT:
I expand upon what I have written.
What is this mystical 210 gold item of which you speak?
The quotation above is an example of the lack of experience I see in ShredderIV and a reason as to why I would choose you, Ex, others, such as Lingie. (I hope ShredderIV now understands or has further understanding as to why I would pick another familiar player over him -- including Devilesk and Lingie.)
Devilesk is a fucking asshole.jpg (I hope Devilesk feels like an idiot.)
The modified screenshot above is an example of the blind idiocy shown by Devilesk and why Devilesk should shut up. This is why I would choose Ex over Devilesk. Not only that, but I think Devilesk is more of an ass than you, Ex. I f*cking think that all of the time. He redeems himself at least as an excellent Jeraziah.
Lingie thought a 1v1 against Thuy would prove something, after losing a game with Thuy on his team. He also thinks that Armadon is invincible or some other cracked up idea against the 210g counter called a "Mana Battery" (which can be upgraded to an unbelievably Armadon-shattering "Power Supply"). His voice is incessant. These are the reasons why I would choose you, Ex, over Lingie. (I hope Lingie feels insulted. Also, I believe that you, Lingie, are not skilled enough to redeem
fully yourself as an Armadon or as Glacius. I would choose Devilesk and his sh*tty personality over you and your own sh*tty personality.)
Kow needs to pay more attention. If it weren't for the fact that I consider Kow a friend, I would be picking you, Ex, over Kow (such as if there were only one more open slot of my team). But since Kow is overall a great player and will ALWAYS play with us, I DEFINITELY choose Kow over you!
Kevin is a faggot. Honestly, he is the firewood, the metaphorical fuel, for the enemy team's fire. And no, Ex, I have not used "faggot" incorrectly, because I use it for both its aesthetic/pronunciation appeal and its metaphorical appeal.
IP plays with me, but you never do, and IP is just as good as you if not better in his own niche, so I choose IP over you.
Neki fills a niche similar to IP's. He's a lot more amiable too.
I'll expand even further later.
Post has been edited 1 time(s), last time on Oct 25 2009, 9:26 am by New-.Hydrolisk.