Hey everyone. I'm back. You may have know me as K_A in the past, but that name has a reputation that I can no longer uphold.

To many of the members of this site, I was difficult, argumentative, and stubborn. When I'm wrong, I have a hard time admitting it, and I know that. That's why it's so difficult for me to make this thread.

After a very long series of stupid arguments on the internet that I had every intention of winning, I came to a conclusion that I could no longer avoid. I no longer believe in god. Shocking I know. There was a time when I did believe, but as a young person, there is always room for me to learn and improve myself.

It was not an easy decision to make, but for me it was unavoidable. I wrestled with it for a long time. I really truly wanted to believe. I think this is partially due to the fact that I had a long history of severe depression. Telling my mother, the woman who raised me and brought me to church every Sunday morning was probably one of the most difficult things I've ever done in my life. She didn't take it well at all. There were a lot of tears on both sides of the conversation. She still won't accept it, and is constantly buying me books to try to change my mind, but my mind is made up.

As for everyone on SEN, I come to you humbled, a new person. I ask not for you to forgive me for the arguments that I caused, but to accept me as a new member of the community.
I would also like to sincerely thank the many members of SEN for putting up with all of my bullshit for so long, and for helping me find myself (in a way).

Just so you guys don't think this is a troll. It's not a troll. I'm serious.

Well multiaccounting is against the forum rules, I suggest you discuss the issue with an administrator, there are name changes you can buy/use.

All I remember you for is winning one of my contests.

Well now you've blown the lid off your cover so what's the point.

Welcome back to Sen, ubermctastic. I don't recall anyone here viewing your contributions to the site in a negative light (so your apology seems unwarranted to me, at least), and I'm glad to hear you're fond of us as well.

My thoughts exactly. We've had people do this in the past, but it only worked successfully when they kept the change private. Now we all know it's really you. That said, I don't really remember you in any negative way, so I'm not sure what the change is really for.

Sac is also correct, we don't allow multiple accounts per member. You're better off sticking with your old account renamed than starting on a new account at this rate.

I guess I partially viewed my own posts in a negative light, either way.

Well I intended on replacing the old account with a new one because I was unaware that I could just do a name change ( my apologies to devlin for having to deal with that )
It was not so much a lid on a cover seeing as the account I made to replace my old one had no posts whatsoever, I was not actually using the alias for any length of time. (but now I am)